starting from the bottom

Hellloooo! It feels so good to be here again. I missed you. Am back for now and am starting all over again. Lolz.

            I've been trying to deal with this all my life. But no matter how hard I try I always end up finding myself at the bottom. But nevertheless, I have always had the courage and determination to start all over from the bottom where I found myself.  

            

                   

Ermmmmm, right now am starting all over. Though am so ashamed of the fact that am in a bad shape now; I have refused to stay at the bottom. 

Am on track now. No turning back. Am starting from the bottom. See you at the top. Hey! Let's  go there........